I'd been 16 for six days and was already preparing to deal with failure. I remember when my mom ___1___ me that morning, her voice wasn't as scratchy(刺耳的) as it usually was.
I stayed in bed for a few minutes, ___2___ to leave its warmth and comfort, and unwilling to face the problem that I'd let myself ___3___ for the past six months. Finally. I ___4___ myself out of bed.
I went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast. I kept telling myself that I should eat. Maybe it would make me relax a little, but I ___5___ it. I left the kitchen because even the smell of food made me feel sick.
